Struggles With Completion

During this quarantine, you get a lot of teens saying they have ignored their work because it feels like it is summer. I am one of those teens, although I have kind of always struggled with getting things done. I don't start things, and if I do, I don't finish them. One of the reasons I am writing this is to complete something I started. Another reason I am writing this is to write down my feelings so I can better navigate the thoughts in my head, including me judging myself for procrastination. Years of pushing things down or away have made me some awful habits and it hurts. Somethings I do now I would not have been doing if I was still very deep into my depression, but I have never felt as motivated as I had right after I got out of my depression. I have fallen behind (not completely), and the thought having so much to do makes me anxious (usually leading to pushing things down again). I want people reading this to be able to relate, and I want for us to help each other. For example, I work out harder when I am doing it with someone else. I want us to help each other, that is why I want to build this community.